Ch..ch...ch..changes
Changes can be very disheartening sometimes. I can't even think of the words to describe this really fucked up situation. But I recognize the feeling, the anger that fills up my gut.
For a while, I had refused to be "grateful" or see "the blessing in disguise" or the silver lining and crap. I was drowned in self pity, wondering why I ended up in deep shit, keluar lubang buaya masuk lubang taik gini. But as the rage slowly subsided, I realized those negative feelings would eat me up instead.
So, shit happens. I made a choice, and turned out it was a really bad one. I don't feel embarrassed, although the first thing that came up to mind when this chaos started was how my previous boss would laugh at me.
In the corner of this agnostic heart, there's still hope that there's a, well, blessing in disguise.
So long, I will break free. I don't see why I should stay, I'm not Angelina freakin' Jolie. Maybe this will be the start of a great adventure. Wish me luck.
For a while, I had refused to be "grateful" or see "the blessing in disguise" or the silver lining and crap. I was drowned in self pity, wondering why I ended up in deep shit, keluar lubang buaya masuk lubang taik gini. But as the rage slowly subsided, I realized those negative feelings would eat me up instead.
So, shit happens. I made a choice, and turned out it was a really bad one. I don't feel embarrassed, although the first thing that came up to mind when this chaos started was how my previous boss would laugh at me.
In the corner of this agnostic heart, there's still hope that there's a, well, blessing in disguise.
So long, I will break free. I don't see why I should stay, I'm not Angelina freakin' Jolie. Maybe this will be the start of a great adventure. Wish me luck.